[Wp-install] To get this off my chest..

[spencerp]

[[ Not trying to start drama, but, it all does erk me to no end, and I feel this needs to be done.. ]]

For one thing, the whole discussion on giving out "custom titles" to people, was thought to be *just that*.. custom titles.. 
http://comox.textdrive.com/pipermail/wp-forums/2006-December/004102.html

Not giving mod status to people that WERE NOT really on the forums helping people, before, anyway.. for the looongest time.. And TWO yet to boot!?! That's funny.. two to replace me lmao.. Hahaha, nah just kidding! 

Despite the crap that happened with me and Wonderland or Not ordeal. "Everyone" (not everyone on the wp-forums list though)  knew I wanted to be a moderator again, if all was possible. 

Which was basically said by Podz via GoogleTalk.. that it was a good possibility, it just depends on how everyone felt about it, and when it became a "memory", and that it had been discussed out, by everyone on the list first. 

However, from what I got, from an email later on.. that "custom title" title discussion, is where it should have all started (the bringing up of me, being mod again)  to begin with.. Of course.. I didn't know that.. geesh! 

But, anyway.. I *still* got the double ass f-ings of a life time though, because.. 

1) Was booted off the install4free service, without my permission.. because, someone wants to play the boss there, and changes the password repeatedly.. Which, wasn't given to me, so that's booting! 

(Note: This is one reason why I didn't wanna post on the forums anymore, because this is the one that became a moderator.. with the "powers" to be able to delete, move, remove and so forth. 

How do I know what will happen to my posts..!?!?!? I don't!!) Way to go making that one a mod!! [Claps hands, gives standing ovation!] I know in general that they are a good person, they just aren't making the greatest decisions though. However, in my case.. I made ONE bad decision, and was punished, where in their case.. they were rewarded!! F-ing B.S. actually.. >_<

Also, the Wonderland or Not crap, didn't have anything to do with the Install4Free service at all... and yet I was removed from it..!?!?!! What the hell!??! Once again people! THE STUFF THAT HAPPENED INREGARDS TO THE WONDERLAND OR NOT, DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE INSTALL4FREE!

So, I shouldn't haven't gotten the boot then!! 

2) It was said to me, that .. I would be ALLOWED back on the Install4free team, if I posted in the forums again, and got my good reputation back!! 

What the hell!?!?! Hello people!! I had been posting TONS, well before getting the double f-ing in the ass that is! I didn't have a bad reputation on the forums to begin with!?!?! The only ones that knew of the Wonderland or Not crap, was those that read my blog, and read that chick's blog about me.. which isn't, and wasn't the WHOLE WP community.. 

All my posts about it were removed.. and her's on me, was now changed to password protected.. It was a little goof-up.. it wasn't like I asked her to sleep with me! Jesus People! It really erks me, that someone has the balls to say .. THEY'D LET ME BACK ON the Install4Free again, if I posted more again and such! WTF!?!?!

I was ALWAYS in there helping people.. I had done how many installs for people before too!! I was there in the forums, posting MORE then both of those two, that just became mods.. before all this crap went on.. And I still think it's funny how since becoming mods, NOW they posting in there more.. that truely is the funniest.. lmao!


3) Again, All that stuff was done between her, and I, on personal blog's.. not on the forums, not through I4F.. And sending PRIVATE emails amongst those listed there on that "Who runs it" page, "asking if I should be back on the team".. is wrong too!
 
 I DID NOT ask to be removed.. I specifically stated before, I'd remove myself if I wanted to leave it. The I4F is NOT a privately run service, where ONLY those listed on that "Who runs it page".. should get the emails about it, there should NOT be just one person, claiming to be boss, and taking control by changing passwords.. 

4) I do love helping people.. it does show.. 
http://www.freelancewritersmanifesto.wellwrittenwords.com/?p=3
http://www.blog.marketmou.com/2006/12/11/spence-is-still-locked-out-of-his-job/
http://www.blog.marketmou.com/2006/11/25/wordpress-bring-back-spence/
http://aliveandblogging.com/blog/?p=10
http://www.gujjupunju.com/blog/2006/10/05/up-and-running/
http://www.blog.marketmou.com/?p=1

Besides all those people I help in the forums, and also get intouch with outside of the forums, to manually upgrade their blog's, or help them with problems..

And me coming back to help, is quite frankly sad.. it's basically saying.. ("Sure! I don't mind getting double f-ed in the ass, I'll come back and help in the Community! Sure! Why not help in there, and help take off some workload, from those that F-ed me over! Sure! I'll be there in a heartbeat!!) NOT!!

Sorry.. 

I just made one slip up, and all this crap happened because of it sigh. Whatever.. 

spencerp

/I don't know anymore.. I basically got, what happened to Lara, just in another way.. Which was also in itself, f-ing bullshit.. And yes, I did see, and noticed her posting in the forums again lately.. That's good though, she's not a total evil person.. She does help too .. ;) :) 

It's sad though, I AM one of the good helper/ peoples.. dedicating my time to help everyone.. and just get f-ed over.. and expect to come back and help again.. Uh, hello!? It'd be a shame to lose me totally.. which I was thinking about doing too..  No need to delete my replies, and original posts though, they can, or could help someone in the future.. ;) 

I'm not sure though, I MIGHT come back around then..